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Jun 2nd

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Apr 21st

I wonder what happens now. She obviously seemed really upset, and even had JH comment “smh” and RC call me, maybe even JA was in this too, luring me into the subterfuge by “asking” if I finished the study guide. Ha, of course I’m not incompetent and replied to any of them. I averted the situation for awhile to let her simmer a bit, while RA called me also. Oh, how I...

Feb 17th

Jan 29th

138 notes

I'm a monster.

I just realized that lately, I have been showing a great deal of hostility to my mother. You don’t do that to the woman who gave birth to you, who provides for you, and who takes care of you. I honestly don’t know what’s wrong with me. I can’t even remember how many times I snapped at her for “getting on my nerves.” Maybe it’s just stress. Maybe I get...

Jan 12th

People fucking piss me off.

I hate fucking repeating myself, especially through text. I told you right fucking there, do you not understand? I hate how my mom has an iPhone which she doesn’t even know how to use. Honestly, why get something you don’t know how to use? I’m not gonna go out and buy a fucking motorcycle cause I don’t know how to fucking use it. Common. Fucking. Sense. People don’t...

Jan 12th

Jan 8th

59 notes

Jan 6th

Nov 30th

839 notes

08 October 2010

Lazy day with you. Laying in bed, watching Disney movies, tickle fights, playing with your hair. I just wish it had lasted longer. I can still see us on my bed and me examining your cute little finger nubs and exhibiting my knowledge of the human skeletal system, well your skeletal system. My pillow is still infused with your distinct scent of your shampoo. I hope it doesn’t fade. We should...

Oct 9th

Anonymous asked: nigga

Aug 21st

shit that don't matter

I hate how long it’s taking us to move. Seriously? School is approaching soon and I haven’t even done half the shit I wanted to accomplish this summer; mainly, getting my drivers license. tf. I feel like I’m wasting my fucking time. I have a lot more shit that I don’t even need in the old the house though. Shit better be amazing after we completely settle, or...

Jul 17th

Okay,

I like her being nice to me. I could get used to this :) but it probably won’t last. Blehhh.

May 31st

WTF

She’s never nice to me. Wth does she want? .___.

May 31st

Again on 11:11

I’m fuckin’ cool.

May 17th

Nothing on me.

Does he know that “shall” is one of your favourite words? Does he know that your cousins call you Princess because when you were younger you got everything you wanted? Does he know that your room in your old house used to be pink and purple? Does he know that your favourite Filipino dish is chicken adobo? Does he know that you’re a size 4? Does he know that you get tired of...

May 11th

I would hate to lose you,

especially to John. Fuck him. I realized he’s taking my place in everyone’s life. Really? You don’t tell me but you tell him? What the fuck is wrong with me? I really want to know. I just need some reassurance right now. Especially from you. But. You don’t text back. You never text me back. Am I really that insignificant in your life? Oh well. I’ll push you away like...

Apr 27th

Things I wanna accomplish next year :)

Best of the Best! Prom Court! homecoming court! Start a cash flowww :) Ahh, I really need to drop lbs before I could THINK of doing those. gnna start tomorrow. gym time, hollllaaa!

Mar 27th

Why does he look like a butch lesbian?

If I wanted to go out with a butch, I would find a butch, not some guy who looks like one -___- NOT CUTE.

Mar 27th

Another one bout you.

Why can’t you see that I care more than he does? Why don’t you care about me the way I do you? Why don’t you write me notes anymore? I guess you don’t love me as much as I thought you did. Yeah. You’re not welcome in my heart anymore.

Mar 13th

Just some thoughts.

You my dear, are absolutely perplexing. I don’t know whether to hold on to you or let you go. Are you really the one worth fighting for? I really don’t have a clue anymore. I just want to be with someone that knows what they want, someone that knows they want me. So go run off away with him. Will I care? Yeah, most likely, but I shall not show any emotion, just as you have done with...

Mar 12th

Mar 7th

Feb 27th

To do list: -get licesnse -stop being lazy & go to the gym -get a job -get a shawty i have an eye on ;D

Feb 22nd

Blahh!

Hella confused bout K. One minute, she’s all up on me, & the next, I see her with a bunch of other niggas. And that phone call was barely 1 minute! What is that shit?! She needs to get her shit together, forreal. Or maybe it’s just me? I guess I gotta be more assertive. But she would be the first girl I’d get with since summer. Fck! Now I’m thinking bout Jenny. Gahhhdam...

Feb 22nd

I don’t miss you as much. It doesn’t mean I haven’t gotten over you, I just learned how to live without you.

Feb 22nd

Anonymous asked: What kind of girls you in to? :)

Feb 21st

PICKUP LINES.

jaycakes: itsniiag: speakoutmissy: xtraasay: margaretd: ayeeenatalieee: echeng2010: HE: Can I buy you a drink? SHE: Actually I’d rather have the money. HE: I’m a photographer. I’ve been looking for a face like yours. SHE: I’m a plastic surgeon. I’ve been looking for a face like yours. HE: Hi. Didn’t we go on a date once? Or was it twice? SHE: Must’ve been once. I never make...

Feb 21st

Even though I'm not your babe, you're not my girl,...

*fixed the lyrics up a bit, hah! ;D

Feb 21st

I really needa hit up the gym againnnn. Damn

Feb 8th

longest phone conversation in a while..

Haha, I can’t believe she sang to me thooooo. But idk if she’s in to me. Fckn straight girls, whatcha gonn do?

Feb 7th

Now you fucking act like you care? Get the fuck out, I can see right through your obvious facade.

Feb 6th

I dn’t like this.

Feb 6th

Can anyone say “creeper”?

Feb 6th

No one asked your opinion.

Feb 6th

If you said you missed me, I honestly would not believe you. Why? Cause you have an opportunity, everyday, to come and talk to me. But no. You’d rather go canoodle with other people who aren’t me. So when you do finally come and talk to me, don’t expect much from me, and leave me be. Cause I’m finally getting over you.

Feb 5th

Should be sleeping.

Kinda wanna hit you up & talk to you all night tho. But idk how you would feel about that, lol.

Feb 5th